Taking a few days off to get stuff done. Going through a break up, but I guess it's for the best. Sure makes sleeping hell. It'll pass, things always do.
Can't really tell from the pic, but if you've read my blogs, you know I'm trying to keep busy with doing what I know, and horsing around a bit with "the blonde goth look" so I'm that girl, all dressed up and no place to go. There's barely a metal or rock scene here, some good bands, just not exactly what I'm looking for.

This photo was taken last night. (thus, the camera and round make up mirror) Just wanted to try and see how it'd look. I don't think I photograph well, but maybe that's a good thing cos applying effects is great too. I really think I need to get my photoshop installed rather than these sorta crappy graphic editors that don't really do as much.

Or if you are totally into it, then it's fun, seeing what each new program can do for you. I like to zoom in and touch up details, and although even my camera has touch ups etc. it's not enough. I don't feel like I can get enough graphic programs to do the things I want to do for some of my photography.

If anyone out there really reads my blog, then you'll know, I put my own photo up because this is about me, not really about places and sorts. I have some writings and some other things going on, so that's another reason I'm making these about "me" (doesn't Happy Bunny say 'it's all about me'?) Sometimes I guess it has to be.

Well, this is a short one, not much to say, just trying to stay in the moment that doesn't include the break up. Maybe I better hit poetry corner where I can vent some. I don't normally do well with break ups, some days are better than others. Right now tho, I think I'm ready to throw in the towel and just stay away from the men, although I think I'm signed up to EVERY dating site and I get "winks" or "flirts" but not email. Like I'm going to respond to someone who doesn't have the balls to just write and ask what they want to know or even send me facts about themselves or invite me to look at their profile for compatibility. They don't, but ah, let them wink away, because it's not getting a response from me. WHY? When someone winks at me in real life, I tend to think "whatever" and walk away.

Welp so much for this blog being one that I dont' have much to say on it lol. I could go on, but really who hasnt' been through a break up unless you're young and just getting started dating.
I have a lot of thoughts on that, I'd like to warn the younger generation of the longer you're IN the relationship the harder it is to let go, or if you feel a spark and they don't, it's easier to move on if you don't let it get farther into your heart.
Best wishes to anyone going through it... as all things, this too shall pass.

Kathy