On today June 1, 2010Today, another sad day to paint into my portrait,
Tonight, another ending day added to my torment,
Crying my mind is so loud, but inside so quiet,
Screaming, not to be heard except in my mind,
Hatred unknown, is fear of tomorrow,
Will I wake, with a new found belief,
Will it fade, like yesterdays dreams,
Can my heart bleed deeper than the sea,
Is fear clouding the reality, that tomorrow awaits,
Or do I scream, tears of rain, filling the ocean so wide,
Land's miles of hills and country side, rivers and lakes part us on this planet,
Does the love electric flow through the air, touching the soul, of my love in despair,
When I appeared in the darkest of hours, my presents of papers, fell into his hands,
Hope filled his heart, of love once lost by iron of tyranny, still he sacrificed himself in my honor,
Ticking of the clock, beats rhythm of my heart, so far away, and so near, together, we hold so much fear,
Never can another, break this bond so tight, it smothers the past thirty tainted years,
Open my letters, and breathing in my scent, as the man has hunger of flesh as the wolf hungers of blood,
Gentle kitten, emerges into his mind, purring soft love, to sooth his broken mind,
No one knows, what life's wind will bring, when that window of opportunity breaks free at last,
Upon his alter, I lay my heart open, to give, to hold, to join, and to own, let it not misunderstand,
Will it join as one, or is it imagined, fate argues slowly, so no interruption can bring misguided thoughts,
Believe what you will, shun what you don't, take me as I am, as I cannot, nor do I want to see his flaw,
Blind to judgmental laws, that govern our being, blind to it's twists, and shedding light to the end,
In my bed of nails, I shall await, piercing with words of sadness and fear, I can only promise, have faith in me,
In his enchantment, let it not end, before it can begin, this is the last chance, my soul will not survive,
If this salty tear, brings more agony, I'd rather it end, if souls do not unite, let the wolves feed, and end this life.
(c)Kathy Allen - Photography & Poetry
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